~crow23

yes, me.
i don't know wether this is going to solve anything or make things worse, but what the heck now. it's simple anyway and things are the way they are.
i took the initiative of drawing some stuff to ppl who'd reply to the last journal. and ended up procrastinating to no end.
so i guess this is officially "i'm sorry"
the only excuse i have (and i'm not making it up) is that i've been working. i'm doing some apprenticeship work and it's taking all of my free time. i haven't put the pencil on paper for myself for some months now..
think (more like hope..) i'll eventually get those damned things done, but i have absolutely no clue as to when..
hopefully i'll update/upload stuff as soon as i get a little better at work and be able to afford some days off.

so pls forgive me ppl, and thanks for the support.


~crow




~~ this is the >> [link] << to the prev journal, just in case you're interested or too bored to do anything better right now.

i still lack whatever it takes to upload stuff on da..
so.
i'm offering a complete drawing (full color and all the fancy stuff) to each of the first three people who leave a comment and a sketch to the following 10 people who do the same.
stuff to know:
#1 this is for free
#2 i'm not doing this for the pageviews (i don't really care) i just want to get myself working and uploading again
#3 the drawings cand be of any character, be it yours, fanart or left to my choice (max 5 char/drawing pls)
#4 no stuff that can offend others (= explicit 18+/racism/anti-stuff stuff blah blah) [however, gore is one of my weaknesses so i guess it's okay]
#5 no landscapes please...
#6 drawings will be done in the order of the comments and i'm a slowpoke too, so it might take some time... my apologies
#7 my stuff kinda sucks (just to say it bluntly) but i'd really appreciate your getting involved
#8 too tired to think about #8 right now...

thanks a lot,
crow.

btw, i kinda stole the art-for-comment idea from ~xOtaruxSushix's journal "Art?!"
hope she'll forgive me...
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so far
complete stuff:
01. --->status: don't know yet
02. --->status: pending
03. ---> status: in progress

sketches:
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Clubs

ok. so
this journal seems useless, if not stupid...
but whatever, I'm gonna rant anyway.
I think I'm halfway to getting over my non-existence on DA..
#1. today I started viewing the deviations in my +watch list again. had several thousands. I finished after about 7 hours... my eyes were begging me to stop or else they'd self-destruct, so I simply removed the last 600 or so dev's. you should hate me for that. I know I do.
I'm sorry.
#2. I've been drawing like crazy lately, but it's mostly only sketches or school stuff. I want to do something complete really bad, but I've hardly had any free time the last couple of months. And things just don't seem to get any better.
I apologize again.

thanks a lot for being here despite all my ranting and crap,
you're a bunch of awesome ppl.
~~crow

ok. so it's been a while.. feels like forever. i've been kinda dead lately. 've got some several thousands deviations to view..
i miss the "old days" when i posted on a regular basis and stuff. oh well. i dunno what's more suited for me to say in situations like this..
i'm sorry?
i promise i'll be more active and post more oftenly?
...?
dunno....

..
.
.....help?




even these clubs might've thought i'm dead..

i don't know who 'stole' my 1st k... oh well, guess i'll just draw something that says "thanks for the 1k".. there's always a next time. i hope...
thanks ppl so much for your support even though you might not be aware of it
and sorry for ot always replying to comments, i wake up every morning with 80 to 200 new deviations to view (i know that doesn't really qualify as an excuse but oh well)

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[EDITSSS]
i don't know the reason myself, but i think i won't be as active as before, on DA, at least for a period of time. i started drawing lots of stuff and i never finish anything... can't just have 13 or so devs and tons of scraps... i'm kind of upset with myself.
i've been slacking off big time i really hope it'll go away soon. sorry
thx ppl

here's some clubs


~crow